I'm Nickt Camui, call me whatever you want, as long as it isn't derogatory. I'm 437 years old, born on 19th August 1572. I don't do much, I'm quite introverted, I find trouble in some of the simplest things but find some hard things to be simple. I'm very confusing at times, and am quite the task to understand. At times I can be very well spoken, but at other times be completely shy and not speak a word. I tend to give up on things before I complete them, without realizing how close I was to finishing. I have trouble socializing, and thus, I've been left without a group of friends to call my own. I'm artistic, I enjoy drawing and writing. I find it hard to vent my emotions, so I write. I find it hard to trust people, but I'm capable of splurging everything to someone I just met, it's weird. I tend to shut people out and push people away, sometimes I don't know why, I just do it out of instinct. I've had a troubled life, not something I want to brag about, it's just here to let you know. I'm not normal, I'm very different, almost one of a kind. I've technically been single my entire life, not like it's important, I just feel the need to say it. I sometimes act different to how I normally do, which confuses people. I emotionally over react to things, which is how I can randomly be happy one moment then sad the next. I believe alot in fate and 'signs', if I'm lost and I see a leaf falling, I'll follow the direction of the leaf, I'm weird like that. I believe alot of questions with two answers could be answered with a coin toss, of which, I answer alot of my double answered questions with. I listen to Japanese music, I don't know why I started to, but I listen to it now, because there is nothing else like it in the world, Visual Kei is simply amazing, and I've yet to see another famous band that isn't from an asian country to do the things VK bands do. I don't like people who dislike someone else for trivial things. I don't like people who don't have a single serious bone in their body, and are always childish and immature, it's annoying. I love my hair, I want to get it VK styled, but I lack the means to as of this moment. As of now, I just ruffle it up and let it hang over my face. I think I'm unattractive, I undermine myself alot, and I hate myself. I don't really like being called cute, adorable, attractive, I don't believe I am. At times I like to eat alot, at other times I barely eat at all. I like to help people who feel like I do, but yet I find it hard to find someone who can successfuly help me. I feel alone, and yet when the chance to not be alone arises, I push it away, I don't know why. I live in darkness, I don't like it, but sometimes I do, I call it home, and it keeps me safe, if at the price of tears. I don't laugh, or smile, unless in an extremely good mood. I wear black, alot of it, infact, black is all I wear, besides my white school top and the occasional blue jeans that I wear around the house. Nothing sickens me, nothing disturbs me, nothing really annoys me either. I don't like people who think they are naturally better then everyone else. I believe I deserve the bad things that happen to me. I do cut myself, not for the intent of death, but just to rid the self disgust. I'm not a nice person, no matter what anyone says. I don't like people who are racist, I find it pityful and demeaning, it's utterly pointless to not like an entire race of a person because of one thing, which per se is probably not a reason to hate someone anyway. I'll leave it there, if I miss something, I'll add it later.